when u say tat i dun love u. tink 1st. tink wat u had done b4 saying me. i m nt blaming u. but juz tink. if u can scold me, y cant i? i noe there r many guys out there who wants u. u can go find dem ba. i wun stop u. i m sure tt 1 of them will be beta den me. its nt tt i wan u to go, but its ur choice. since being wif me is miserable, den u might as well go ba. coz u had said tt there are many outside.

if u can block mi in msn, i dun c the reason y i cant delete my nick. u r always saying me. but tink y m i doing all tis. tink y m i angry. i noe keeping quiet and ans duno is my fault. but juz tink 1st b4 saying me. tats all i can say la. nw its all up to u.

today went to SP open house with my cuz
aft tt i mit my dear at marina square
initially we were fine
but there was a small conflict aft tt

the conflict did nt spoil our relationship
and we were closer together aft tt
we play the touchscreen machine at the arcade
as there were unlimited free credits
we broke many of the scores and enjoy putting our names in it

aft all the playing
we went to mac to eat
we were eating n chatting happily
then i send her hm aft tt

on the journey back to her hse
my fren sent me an sms saying tt my dear fren looks beta den her
dear saw the msg n was a little bu shuang
she doubted me too
she dunno how i feel
i did nt tink it the same way as my fren thought
and so i was dissappointed
i dun seems that trustworthy to her
maybe this is wat she reali tinks

today so sian nth to do.
maybe miting my dear later.
ytd oso nv go out wif her. miss her alot.
i tink she is missing mi alot too.
cant wait for mon. rite? hahaha.

my xmas will not be lonely liao.
as for my jacket, i still dunno hu will buy for me.
made sumting for her as xmas present.
hope she will lyk it.

ok, nw i am back.
her ans was anyting. -.-
we went to orchard to shop.
ate chicken rice at lucky plaza.
went to the arcade at dobby gauht mrt.
aft tt she meeting her fren at amk.
so i pei her go there wait.
den i come hm liao.


the beginning 13-12-06
hope tt there will not be an ending to it.
miss you.

gonna mit her soon.
she duno at hm do wat, waste so much time.
gonna haf an ans soon. if she say no,
wa den my heart sure BREAK!
hope she say yes lor.
she meeting me at my hse downstair.
so gd of her ah? lol


gonna update tonite wif the ans.
whether a gd or bad ans.
i will accept it.

nw i tink she is angry with me ba.
nv reply my sms de. haix.
i noe i had said the wrong ting. sry.
hw den u will forgive me leh?
hope tt u will online later.
hope tt we can chat on fone ya?
if u choose nt to forgive me
i will understand de. tc ba.

i reli wish to b by her side n not let her be hurt
will she give me tt chance to do so?
i haf a little confident nw.
but at the end of the day, if she nv accept me
den i tink i will b damn sad.
everything must leave till we met.

i m reli sry for wat i had said juz nw.
plz dun take it to heart.
i dun mean it. u dun sad liao la.
dun cry anymore. later ur eyes drop out =x


all i wan for xmas is wif u!

omg. cham liao la. i tink i heart pain.
sad. wat happen to me ah. die liao la.
maybe reli serious in her liao la.
but i dun brk ppl up de.
2 days nv tok to her liao. feel so weird.
oways look at the msn to c if she online le ma.
but since she attached liao, den she happy can liao la.


miss her? haix. suan liao la.
let fate decide. if its mine, there is no way tt i can avoid.
if nt mine, no matter how much i do oso no use.

Name: Jeremy
Birthday: 20Jan89
Age: 17



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