everytime i tink of her or rather miss her, my heart breaks. she left me just litdat. i would rather we quarrel n solve the problem. den she will not leave mi. i really love her alot. until nw, i m still unable 2 forget her. tis oso means tt she is meant to be in my heart. but i seem to be nth to her. i miss her very much. haix. i wanna be together with her again. y she wanted to leave mi juz litdat? tis few days keep thinking of her den unable to slp. wo hai shi hen ai ta. haix. she is the 1st gal tt i cried for. coz i really lov her alot. she is worth my tears. no other ex is worth for my tears. hope tt she will nt hate mi. if the person she referring is nt mi, i really wish to help her. but i cant. i m worried abt her. i wish to c her again. i miss her very much.

u r foreva in my heart. nv to be forgotten. i dunno wat u tink abt mi. but i really wanna lov u wholeheartedly. u r nv to be replaced. hope tt u read tis blog coz is specially updated for u. ur mid yr coming soon ba. study hard n score well. dun be lyk mi. i miss u alot. there is really nth tt i can do nw. i really hope tt u will be back. ai ni 1314. haix. i saw ur frenster n u mention a person tt u hate. hope tt is nt mi. but if its mi, plz tell mi. n my strong feelings made mi feel tt the person is mi.

wo zhi dui ni shuo sarang hae yo. ying wei ni shi wo de li xiang qing ren. wo zhi xiang ai ni.
u will always haf a place in my heart.
because of u i nv stary too far frm the side walk
because of u i learn to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt
because of u i find it hard to trust, not only me but everyone ard me
i m forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life
i don't know how to let anyone else in
beacuse of u
i m ashamed of my life because its empty

finally today nv go out. going to study private soon. i wanna study hard and hope tt i could get into the same poly as her. i really miss her alot. what can i do or shld i do so that i can meet her? i have beem hoping to get back wif her. hoping to see her whenever i go out. argh.. sad.. update again tml.


i am force to make a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life.

haix. dunno wat to update liao la. juz noe tt i love n miss her alot. when will she be back? or she will nv come back again? can u plz dun ignore mi? missing the days when we were together. cant think of any unhappy incident coz there is none.

haix. today went out again. no matter where i go, i can still think about her. i really can't forget about her. i miss her deeply. i have not contact her for weeks. she block me in msn, deleted me in friendster. is it true that she hate me alot? i did not do anything wrong. why she wants to treat me this way? what exactly did i do wrong to make her leave me and even ignore me? i am willing to change for her. i quit betting and all the things that she hate it. i did all this just because of her. but she don't know. i am feeling helpless now.


*sad*-*heartbroken*

today i went out again. actually wanna go for a drink, but end up never. my friend and i always talk about the girl we like. we miss them alot. as for me, i have not meet her for almost 1 month already. all the topic that we talked about today is either liting or the girl he like. no other topic.



misses you every now and then.

i remember that she like to hear me say i miss you. but i seldom say it to her. but when i wanted to say it to her, i gt no chance already. wanted to give her unforgetable memory whenever she is out with me, but there is no chance liao. treasure the things that you are having now. don't regret when you lost it. we got nothing to talk on fone, if i know that there will be such an ending, then i would rather talk rubbish than to keep quiet.


i love you very much. will u ever come back to my side? will you ever give me a chance to make you the most fortunate and happy girl among your freinds?

today went to bugis with my friend beacuse he wanted to get somthing. after that he told me that he wanted to go to Lot1, so i accompany him there. on the way there, i was hoping that i could meet her there. but i did not met her.

although i did not contact her for about 1 week. this does not mean that i have forgotten her, is that i do not want to irritate her and disturb her. i wanted to contact her, but i cant bring myself to it. i may be seen alright on the surface, but deep inside of me was hurting. no one knows how i feel. i kept all the things to myself so as not to let my friends and parents worry about me. the only thing that i can do is to blog all the things that are kept in my heart.


i missed you everyday..

today went to bugis with my friend beacuse he wanted to get somthing. after that he told me that he wanted to go to Lot1, so i accompany him there. on the way there, i was hoping that i could meet her there. but i did not met her.

although i did not contact her for about 1 week. this does not mean that i have forgotten her, is that i do not want to irritate her and disturb her. i wanted to contact her, but i cant bring myself to it. i may be seen alright on the surface, but deep inside of me was hurting. no one knows how i feel. i kept all the things to myself so as not to let my friends and parents worry about me. the only thing that i can do is to blog all the things that are kept in my heart.


i missed you everyday..

today went out wif my parents. no matter where i go, i always hope that i have the chance to see her again. walking pass a converse shop at bugis reminds me of her again. because she wanted to get a pair of shoes in converse. everything that i do, everywhere that i go, she is always on my mind.


i miss you alot.

ytd go out wif abt 1/4 of the class. as usual, my class love steamboat. so we went to marina to have our dinner. all of them change in looks n sizes (including me). den aft eating, the girls went home. most of the guys went drinking. and i am 1 of them. we drank different types of beer. there was one that contained 40% of alcohol. some of them were drunk after tt. but i manage nt to get drunk. it was also the only day that i nv tink of her. i drank nt because of my friends asked me to. but is because of her who breaks my heart and make mi feel sad. whenever i think of her, it will remind me of the happy times when we were togther. no matter what my friends and i talk abt, no matter what we do. there is always something that will lead my brain to think of her again. even as we were drinking, i still talk abt her. but nt missing her at that time. girls haf hurt many of my friends too. so we decided to meet abt once a month to drink.



no matter what and no matter when. if you happen to change your mind, i will still be waiting.
i miss you very much.

a day is going to pass soon. cant really forget her. i still miss her very much. all i can do is not to irritate her further. i have to keep everything to myself. so whenever i have things kept in my heart, i will blog it here. there is nothing else i can do.

i miss u alot.. will she ever come back?

how can a person ever have confidence in himself when he had failed so many times?
the only way for him to regain his confidence is to make him feel as if he had never fail before.
because of you, i gave up many things.
the interest lost in studies was now found because of you.
this few days was so hectic that i cant even take a breather.
my world was in a total darkness without you.
until my friend told me what i should do, then i realize that my life was filled with glime of light.
it takes just a minute for a person to fall in love, but it takes a lifetime to forget a person completely.
even if the sea was filled with ink and the sky was filled with paper, i can't finish describing my love for you.
anyone can catch your eyes, but it takes someone special to catch your heart.

its all gone on 1st apr. y does tings haf to happen tis way? cant we be together happily? its been 2 sleepless nite already. a road will eventually come to an end. there is no endless road in the world. i lov walkin in the rain. coz no one noe tt i m crying. i miss her deeply. its difficult 4 mi to forget her. all i can do nw is to wish her all the best for wat she do n wait for her.


i reali hope tt we can patch. its reali a pity to end tis relationship juz litdat.

Name: Jeremy
Birthday: 20Jan89
Age: 17



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