its better to be love than to love. this is wat my fren n i had conclude aft much discussion. when we get to fall in love with the opposite sex, we tend to get hurt deeper than the other. coz when we are in love, we give in all that we could and dun expect any return. we will be devoted.
nw that i m broke. really broke coz of some reason. i cant give happiness to anyone. if u nid any fianancal help plz dun come to be. i m unable to help like i do in the past. if u nid entertainment, dun come to be too. coz i m nt in the mood to entertain u for the time being.
i haf always being single since the day she left mi. its been abt 3mths and 16 days. nv tot of having another partner. but currently i m happy to be single coz i haf my frenz n my cigaratte. i hope tt i can quit smoking asap. and btw, if u all wonder when did i start to smoke again. its the day aft she left me, which is 2nd apr? choon seng and i ton and we smoke together. i tried to stop smoking but it can only last for 3 days.
so whatever it is. be it single or attached, rich or poor. life has to go on. study is important. friends are important too. they are the ones who will give u a listening ear whenever u nid.
last but nt least, wish all my frenz to get good results in their O's or exam including her. whether in the end will she come back to be, it does not matters. wat matters is that she will be happy. and tt is enough.
i dun expect her to patch with me coz i noe that is is quite impossible. i dun hate her at all. i noe tt we cant force into a relationship. so i will juz let her go. but b4 letting her go completelly, i really hope tt my wish will be granted.
my last wish before i let her go completely. i really hope that i can go out with her for one last time. bring her to the movie, then for dinner, lastly to the esplanade to look at the stars with her. after that i will send her home. for this last time i am wishing this as a friend of hers. as i had promised to bring her to the esplanade when we were together. i don't expect anything from her.
will my wish be granted?
until nw i still dunno wtf did i do tt make her feel so irritated. juz pure concern and she felt tt i m irritating. i dun deny trying to make up things with her. maybe we as people shld nt be so devoted. den we will nt get hurt no badly. wtf lor. really dunno wat gals thinking. i juz wanna lead a simple life. and if i really could wish for wat i wanted, i want her back.
