thats it. she claims tt she is attached. so i will give her my blessing. i will not bother her anymore. i will try to forget her if i can. but if i cant, den i can only look at her past photos she sent to me. although she treat me tis way, but i nv regret going into relationship with her. coz she is the only one who can change me. i listened to her more den i listen to my parents. i changed myself totally just because of her. plz forgive me for being irritating. i dont mean it. she makes a perfect partner to me. that is why i have always wanted a patch with her. but nw there is no more chance. i msg her not really just wish to patch, but i really care for her. its ok if she dont appreciate. i dont expect to have a gd news when i sent her a msg. maybe i noe her too well that makes me tink tis way.
i will not update my blog that often anymore as there is nothing else i can update.
i cant simply juz type that i am depressed, sad, heartbroken everyday. so i will choose not to update so often. hope that the guy she found is really gd to her n cared for her. coz i dun tink that i am a good stead and nv cared for her. if not, she will not have leave me just like that. i will just end here. i miss her n really loved her.
1/5 sad, 2/5 depressed, 3/5 heartbroken, 4/5 died.
