i pass her the letter ytd. i wanted her to feel touched, but instead she is irritated by me. she told mi to stop doing all tis tings as she will be hating mi more. but did she ever tink of the reason for mi doing all tis tings? the purpose for mi doing tis is to touched her n wanted her to come back to me. am i wrong by sending her love letter, delicate song for her? and even update my blog juz to let her noe hw i feel. she wont understand. she implied tt there is no more feeling for mi. i juz wanted one more chance to be with her. juz like when we r together last time. wat can i do so tt i could change her heart without irritating her? plz tell mi!! i dunno if i haf turned into a gd or bad guy.
aft reading the msg tt she sent mi ytd, my fren and i went drinking at the carpark near her hse. almost finish half a pack of cig. luckily my fren stopped mi. i dun wan to smoke or drink. but tis are the only ways tt can make mi nt tink of her. half drunk ytd, den my fren sent mi home. only my frenz noe hw i feel. but she dunno at all. if she put herself in my shoes, den she will noe hw badly i m feeling nw. i really did something tt irritating tt make her hate mi so much?
i m a failure la. i cant managed relationship well. tats y she leave mi. i m nt gd enuff for her. or rather she haf no feeling for mi right frm the start. she is juz toying my feelings. she told mi tt she reali lov mi. is she saying juz for the sake of saying or crap? if i can forget her easily, n she can be replaced. den tt is nt called a serious relationship. a person cannot be replaced when there is true love. i juz want her. she cannot be replaced. since she insist. den i shall nt forced her. juz let mi lov her without irritating her. but i really hope tt she will come back. i juz nid 1 last chance frm her. tats all. jeremy is dead frm den on.
