heart smashed. she deleted the testi. the feelin of her stabbing me is the same feeling of stabbing myself. haix. i really cant do anything already. maybe what she had said are truth. she gt no more feelings for me. i have nt given up totally. but i haf lost my confidence in getting her back. i will try nt to bother her anymore. my feelings for her will nt change. neither will my heart change.
i will continue to update my blog for her to read. hope tt she will read it. lyk wat i sae, if u happen to change ur mind, i will still be here waiting. i dunno why the letter n delication makes u hate mi instead of u being touched. but i m sry for what i haf done.
