haix. today went out again. no matter where i go, i can still think about her. i really can't forget about her. i miss her deeply. i have not contact her for weeks. she block me in msn, deleted me in friendster. is it true that she hate me alot? i did not do anything wrong. why she wants to treat me this way? what exactly did i do wrong to make her leave me and even ignore me? i am willing to change for her. i quit betting and all the things that she hate it. i did all this just because of her. but she don't know. i am feeling helpless now.
*sad*-*heartbroken*