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Monday, October 24, 2005
hu wil noe hw much i lov her? NONE... hu wil noe hw much i care 4 her? NO ONE..hu wil noe hw i feel?? NOBODY.. haix.. m i able 2 4get her? she dun lov mi le.. we r drifting further n further away frm each other.. heart has been broken into million pieces which cant b seen clearly.. pieces tt r small n cant b mended animore.. wat can i do nw? sit back n wait? cry? carry on wif my life? die? haix.. so confused.. no matter hw happy i m.. sumtimes its juz actin..NO ONE wil ever noe hw i feel.. __treasure dem wen dey r right in front of u.. dun end up regretting..__
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7:00 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2005
oct 20no one wil noe how i feel.. i m suffereing... haix.. although i stil lov ler.. but i dun wana break dem up.. i can tel tt she lov him.. regretted 4 nt treasuring her.. so ppl out dere.. plz treasure e tings wen u haf it nw.. dun end up regretting..
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2:45 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
y i cant dun sms her 4 juz 1 day?? iz tis reali true tt i cant survive without her? i get jealous easily tis few daes.. izzit becoz i m stil in lov wit her deeply? i cant stand it anymore.. i will sure go crazy 1 day... she stil lyk mi ma?? wat shld i do?? i m soo jealous... i m v confused.. wat r e truth? and wat are e lies?? haix..stress out...
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8:04 AM
Monday, October 17, 2005
oct 17wat actually happen 2 mi?? y do i get jealous so easily? she is aldry attached.. wat can i do?? i m so depressed... sad.. disappointed... y did i nt treasure her wen she was wif mi? haix.. reali regretted it v much.. but tis shld b e ending of e story... mayb onli she can make mi happy n turn mi back into a normal person.. wit nt so much depression.. i reali hope tt 1 dae we will......... haix..suffering frm great depression...
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8:52 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
oct 13i duno y i wil feel tis way.. but mayb i stil lov u alot.. wen i saw ur pic wit e name written wei jie... i feel jealous.. haix.. y haf tings becum litdat? i duno wat had happen 2 mi.. wat had change me?? was it u? i had totally lost interest in everyting... no mood.. no nth.. all gone.. n its all over.. wen i heard tt u stil gt feelin 4 mi.. i m glad.. but i m scare of being "hurt" again.. haix..... sadness around mi too...
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7:02 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
oct 6actually mi still lov u alot de.. but since u r nw wif him.. den u tell mi tat u wun patch wif mi.. tats y i will litdat...u oso sae tt u lov him more den mi.. so... plz dun gimme any more false hope...i cant take it animore... i wil go crazy 1 day... wish u all e best...haix... i m v sad.. nth 2 sae le.. sob sob.. drops of tears falling down while updating..most sad ting tat happen throughout the years... heartbroken n cannot b mended anymore... haix...
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10:08 PM
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
0ct 5
life iz meaningless frm 2day onwards... if i can choose.. i would rather die...
no mood anymore... cant study... a person hu iz useless... n such a failure in everything...
dead iz beta than alive.. no more hope le.. totally hopeless frm 2day onwards...
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9:10 PM
